i don’t know if i love popcorn or if i just love that popcorn is a snack with few calories

looking back at old photos and thinking “wow, i actually looked pretty good here” and realising all the photos where i think i looked good are from when my ED was at its absolute worst 💀💀💀

this ed and depression is kicking my ass rn. i’m constantly tired and low on energy. i think my boss suspects something’s up as well.. he asked me one hundred times yesterday if i was okay and if everything was good. i think i’m getting worse at pretending, so it’s getting noticable at work yIKES